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诉说未来的人是在骗别人，沉湎过去的人是在骗自己。   

　　初读十二这本《不畏将来，不念过去》这本书时，像是沙漠旅行的僧人遇到了绿洲，让人甘之如饴！   

　　2016年5月8日。那天是我二十一岁的生日。   

　　二十一年的人生经历可谓平淡，却言之凿凿怎样治愈白癜风的告诉自己，平平淡淡才是真。殊不知，是骗自己。   

　　十八年和平常人一样，从幼儿园到小学，从小学到初中，最后到高中。高考成绩不理想，上了一个三流大学，报的金融系。一年下来，上课的时间还没有再宿舍蹲厕所玩手机的时间长。   

　　于是第二年，做了平生以来最大胆的一个决定，离开学校，提早踏入社会。   

　　好吧，或许也可以猜到目前的状态，刚出来一年，还有熊熊斗志，满腔热血，这些在那些步入社会的老油条眼中，可谓是很傻很天真。   

　　后来没有拿着固定的工资，出去自己生活费还有结余，就开始到处吃喝玩乐。   

　　直到现在看到十二写的这本书后，才觉得自己实在是失败。   

　　十二说，想要成为通透的人儿，必须对自己动刀。砍断那些不必要的念想，让一直蜷缩在过去的自己，站起来，继续往前走。   

　　这不得不让我认真思考起来，目前自己的生活已经过的很麻木，以前读书，是拿金钱换北京看白癜风去哪个医院比较好时间，想着毕业就自由了。现如今，是拿时间换金钱，想着月底就发工资了！很是庸俗不堪。   

　　可是，现在的我们，往往都是庸俗的，当你到了某一天，你发现万一发生什么事情，完北京有哪些好的白癜风医院全囊肿羞涩，寸步难行，心头准会吓出一身冷汗。   

　　我自己就发生过这样的事，于是越发堕落下去，越发往钱眼里钻，钻的越深，越发与周围的人格格不入。   

　　与朋友间的话题渐渐变少，开始一个人吃饭，一个人走路，一个人睡觉，一个人看电影，时间久了，仿佛连话都不会说。   

　　偶尔逛下空间，看着朋友圈里的动态，刷一下存在感，点个赞，却不评论。因为和他有着不同的生活。   

　　有时候，看着别人去旅行，自己也想来一次说走就走的旅行，可是却用借口阻止了冲动；看着别人学吉他当着文艺女青年，自己也想装一回，却用借口搪塞了过去；看着别人有说有笑，高谈阔论，在看看自己，好吧，镜中的自己，面无表情。   

　　这些一切都是现在的自己，连自己都开始怀疑，是不是以后的生活都将如此漫无目的。哦，不对，还是有目的的——钱。   

　　我开始反思自己，这二十一年来到底得到了什么，又失去了什么。可是思前想后，却又北京治疗白癜风的医院哪个好开始深深的自叹不如。想要坚持一件事却又半途而废，要么就是还没开始便被扼杀在摇篮里了。   

　　内心有一个想法，在不停的鞭笞自己，不能再这样下去了，可是还是一步一步往深渊走去。   

　　十二还说，不管你愿不愿意，每个人都应当给自己找到一个定位。这个位置能给予你太多安定，远比财富或者男人让你安心。   

　　可是，我却找不到那个定位点在哪，或许是自己的GPS出了问题，亦或许是自己一直压抑着自己不去给自己定位。想要去逃避，不想去面对，或者是不愿意去承担某些事情。   

　　时间，从来都是最好的公证官，没有错过不该的错过。   

　　过去的我，以及现在的我都是碌碌无为的，至于将来的我，此刻，还是不说了了吧，等到三五年后再反观此刻的自己。

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